I deserve it?

I know you will see this....
but....
ignore it & don't ask me why kay? :)

I found out that everything is the same
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so, what now?

I am afraid
If things just repeat again and again

what can I do?
what SHOULD I do?

If it does
I think I DESERVE it
so
YEA

/.\